Monday, July 29, 2019

Last Night in the Hospital!

Hi,
This is the last night- the last night of
being awakened in the middle of the night of
taking baths with handiwipes (hospital style)
not having a bathroom
lugging around a chemo pole
eating the same food
dealing with people in and out all day
always being cold
needing help to get dressed
being worried about the .05% of  germs that sanitizers don't kill, that love hospitals
crappy internet
wearing slippers
weird pillows and sheets
having tons of drugs in my body
never being in dark and quiet
not breathing fresh air or hearing birds
and I could go on...but you get the picture.
I have another Bone Marrow biopsy tomorrow and will leave the hospital at some point...could be day or night
Weds I'll come in as an outpatient and have labs and see the Doc at 2:00. He'll decide if I'm staying for another week as an out patient and start a new course or go home or go home and come back. All will be revealed!

My doctor said I was doing really well and that they had essentially let off an atomic bomb in my body and that takes some time to recover from. It was only because I was so fit, that they even considered letting me do the trial. I've been being a little nice to myself, hearing that. I've felt like a slacker. So glad this is the last night.
xoxo Beryl



3 comments:

  1. SO happy and relieved for you! You're almost there. Back to Thomas and Rowan. Back to Lyle and Katie. Back to Ian and Bridget. Back to your home. Back to the garden. Love you, my friend! ��

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    1. Thank you Marie- I am so freekin ready to be home. I hope everything went well with you and John. Email me the dets!xoxox

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